On My Knees

 Many things are falling into /out of place. But before I give up on the lipstick cam… I may have a solution thanks to Craig’s list.

Ok, I had to remove that video diary because that was WAY TOO LONG — and if you actually sat through that and watched it…. I don’t even know what to say. I know I couldn’t.  The press makes me nervous! Crawling across the city is not as terrifying as trying to describe why. 

So instead of a video diary, enjoy this picture of my webcam. Ah. How soothing.

Pain.
It comes in so many forms.
Yes, my left knee is really feeling it. Not that this picture particularly captures the pussy juiciness of it all. And yeah, that’s with kneepads. And that was only 3.5 K. So I have to take care, let it heal. Not stress out about it.

Instead, I will focus my stress on the fact that I’m going to be on CBC Newsworld tomorrow. This amazing opportunity actually causes me mild to medium panic attacks.

It’s like the dread you feel on your wedding day of “all my dreams are coming true, I can’t stand it!!”

this is so exciting! Walk through in progress…

and, by the way — i am sorry that i didn’t post yesterday. i just wasn’t near a computer. I was too busy crawling around the gym (Trinity Bellwoods) — I did 3.5 K !! getting closer…

xoxo

rock, wind, water — nothing will stop my crawl!

Steve (my ex) is busy working on the remix of our wedding song right now. I heard a bit of it and it sounds great. I’ll be dancing to it (on my knees) at the Gladstone Art Bar - Station 6 - when I arrive around 4:30pm.

see you soon….

Today I’m cheating. Yesterday I went to yoga to try to stretch out my aching muscles - and taking a picture just didn’t seem cool — so I’m recycling this photo from the original photo shoot.

I may end up getting a picture at some point today but I’m not even going to put that pressure on myself. Because today is the opening of Becky’s play Anoxerican (which I directed) and I’m just going to focus on that and Theatre Centre and working out. Maybe some phone calls.  Tomorrow’s walk through is a bit of debacle. I should probably deal with that.

 (hey, stop looking down my dress!)
I’m definitely going to need a visor in this heat !

 

I’ll make this quick since I should do some work at work. But last night I crawled a kilometre in 40 minutes! Now that may not sound so impressive but I have alotted myself 60 minutes per kilometre + 15 minutes per station… so I’m really feeling like this is do-able. Granted, it was painful after the first K - and my route is 6K — but still, after doing the 10Miler (that race being the first time I ever ran 10 miles) — I really believe I can do this.

And also — with one exception (and not his fault) — all my volunteers are still on board — even those that I have spoken to for months! Amazing. Thank you.

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